Accomplishments...
I've been really trying to focUS on our family, marriage and life in general but it's difficult. I pray to God we regain the love we once shared, he strengthen our marriage/family and that we exceed our own expectations. I find it difficult because I give 100% and she's just not 'participating.' I've communicated the issue of helping more around the house and with Kolin and little changes.
If you've kept up with my blog, you'll recognize I'm a very patient person. How can I make her happy? She did mention life is improving recently but I feel as though it's 'stagnant.'
Perhaps it's wrong but I don't want to be blindsided again. Her mom visited us yesterday and I noticed more calls to/from Jeff on her cell phone. I didn't confront either one of them. It's caused me to lose a lot of respect for her mom. I know she wants the best for her daughter and grandson. It makes me wonder just how much of a relationship Jeff and Charlin had and why she's returned. I dealt with the situation by ignoring her. It was hard to sleep last night. I know not to go to bed mad but I didn't feel like bringing up the same issue again. What have we accomplished?
posted by: Deanna (reply)
post date: 03.14.06 (12:34 pm)
Just hang in there, it will only get better with time.
posted by: glayre (reply)
post date: 03.19.06 (6:21 am)
I know you are a patient person. I have been reading your blog everytime I visit T- blog. I guess you have to stretch more your patience. Give her time to realize everything. Just continue to love her and I know she will realize that she is blessed to have a husband like you. Believe me I have been through that. I have been in a relationship for 3 years now. I don't know what pull us through in our last two years because in the first place it was just my bf who loves me though sometimes I have crush or fling feelings for him as you may call it but for sure it's not love. There was this other guy that I like and eventually I was in love with but the sad thing is he is desperately in love with his girlfriend. The worst thing is that the guy I long for is his brother. I feel bad about myself but I can't do nothing about it. I struggle with the feelings for two years. I told my bf about everything right from the very start but he just smiled pretending he is ok though i know he is not. Everyday he shows to me how much he loves me. I have seen on him patience and a heart that forgives and understands. On our third year I have realized I could not have another great bf than him. And he is much better than the person I like so much before. No one have ever shown me understanding compared to what he showed to me. I have given my best to love my bf knowing that there could not be any guy who love me as much as he is doing now.
There you go I have shared my love story to you. Quite a long comment, huh?!
I hope everything will be fine for you-- your family, marriage and work. I know God is working out something wonderful for you. You might not see it now but surely He is working in your life. Just hold on until you get the bigger picture.
posted by: 1graham (reply)
post date: 03.23.06 (6:27 am)
Wow! Thanks for the comments. My patience is growing thin, I long for her to show me love, attention and help us with life.