We are family

Hope all had a great weekend and a Happy Easter! We had a lot of family time but it still doesn't meet my expectations. There's more to being a family than just 'being there.' A great friend recently questioned 'Does she ever smile? Is she happy?'

I sincerely want Charlin to be happy, in love and yearn to be with family. Perhaps the time will come that we part but I continue to put more and more in God's hands and pray that he restore our marriage. We need a miracle, we need His blessings and intervention. We deserve to be happy. We are planning on becoming members of Church on the Move and begin marital counseling. We are also looking into taking classes through Victory Christian Center regarding our responsibilities as a Christian. I'm doing everything I can to make her feel like the most important person in my world (besides God & Kolin). I don't ever want to wake up again without her by my side ... but I also want her to want to be there.

This year's 'He's Alive' play @ ORU's Mabee Center was OUTSTANDING! We were fortunate enought to be 4 rows back and center thanks to Charlin's co-worker. We were provided a 'behind the scenes' look at what all goes on -- Kolin loved it, especially the mule.

God Bless and have a great week.