Today, I was served . . .

It's really hard to face that soon I will not be with our son, Kolin day in and day out. He has been my world for the past 3 years and I have sacrificed career for family -- I will find a balance in the coming months / years. He is 'Da-e's boy' as he always says. I would give EVERYTHING we own if I could just have my son. She's asking for far too much in the divorce decree and it's going to take a lot of time, expense and will power to make it through. I have to change my focus of regaining her love to getting beyond 'us.'

The accusations she has made has really been making it hard. What was to be a 'fair offer' has turned out to be a bit more. She could have asked for more. She's overstepping her boundaries. I'm NOT confident in my current attorney and will likely seek the assistance of one who will represent my rights as the best father.

I hope to have living arrangements that are suitable for Kolin and I. Tonight we prayed that He keeps our spirits lifted high and that nothing tears us apart. He knows how upset I am and it makes it that much more difficult. We prayed that God gives us the strength, wisdom and knowledge to come through this and make every decision the right one for us. Thanks for listening.