our anniversary

This weekend has been pretty tough. I've thought a lot about all the emotions and excitement of life 7 years ago. Today, we have been married for 7 years. 6.5.99 was one of the best days of my life. Now I look back reflecting on everything that has occured and what tomorrow will hold.

Never did I imagine I would be planning for divorce back then. Of course, no one marries to get divorced.

I'm doing my best but there's much to improve. I know I'm not making all the right decisions right now and there's no great excuse. Went to my first DivorceCare class last week. It was interesting but I don't think there's much they told me that I didn't already know or have read. It's just going to take time. Some days, I want to find someone special and NOW, other days I just want to be alone and learn to become independent again. Who knows what tomorrow holds but I've got to keep my head up.

Kolin and I had a great weekend. I'm really looking forward to our upcoming vacation! Sunday, I attended the 2nd class required for membership at church.

I have a new website I'm working on ... 'Adventures with Kolin' It will include pictures of our adventures, outings and what nots.

Some anniversary. Trying to focus on it as being 'just another day.'